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badnews_liar @ 2006-01-27T08:01:00

2006-01-27T13:03:01Z

this journal has been savaged for memories sake only.

don't count on me using it ever again.
i just thought to myself, if anyone else ever took this name, i would gut them.
ahahaha sucks motherfuckers.

badnews_liar @ 2005-04-10T15:25:00

2005-04-10T19:27:04Z

comment to be kept,

sorry my life is getting personal,
and i really just want my friends on here.
i want to write what i need to write without hurting feelings,
or offending anyone.

and even if i know you well,
im sorry if i take you off still,
seriously nothing personal.

<3
love you all!

friend's cut.

2004-09-20T06:23:54Z

FRIENDS ONLY.
comment to be added.

help.

2004-09-20T04:35:09Z

richard burkhart's dad died saturday morning.
due to no one having any money we're trying to gather a collection
to send something nice to the funeral home.

if anyone would like to help out, you have no idea how much we'd appreciate it.

keep richard and his little brother in your prayers.
im at lack of words right now.

badnews_liar @ 2004-09-19T19:30:00

2004-09-19T23:33:11Z

could someone/anyone hook me up with a decent job?
location doesnt matter.
7 or 8 bucks an hour would be nice.
thanks in advance.

<3

2004-09-18T05:11:07Z

to my dearest Wes.
smile.
i love you.

,kelly

ear cheese.

2004-09-17T04:28:55Z

you just have no idea how happy dinnerxcore makes me.
it brightens up my week and tonight was the best one yet.
i love every fucking single one of you.
i love steph&her boy.
i was so fucking excited to see stephen tonight!
i missed cody&daniel alot.
and ive realized how seriously awesome codyn is.
ian is always a pleasure, i could go on and on but you all know who you are :)

DO THIS PLZ.
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do/Did you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

ewww.

2004-09-14T03:31:15Z

school tomorrow;
what a party foul.

ugh

2004-09-13T13:05:11Z

i am a walking zombie.
i didnt go to bed last night
and this morning went all the way to poplar level
to get 7 tubes of blood drawn,
had to have my mom hold me down due to chronic needle phobia
i passed out, and blahhhhh

i forgot to ask someone to accompany me to the doctors
and drive me to my grandma;s
because she lives semi close to there,
so i tell my mom that richard? was coming to get me soon
and she went ahead to work.

then i drove myself all the way to ronnie's
ugh
i feel super shitty.

i am sick of this,

crazzzzzy lesbian./

2004-09-12T06:41:19Z

i wrote this driving home from jackie's house tonight;

my gas lights on, but nothing is as empty as my heart right now
as i drive down the well lit but empty highway
the beams of light stretch over my hood, from the tears in my eyes
i forgot nightmares existed until a harmony from the radio stole my breath away
and breathing is all i really have going for me these days

tonight is just as good of a night for regrets as any other
so ill keep my tinted windows down
and try not to think about how selfish frigid air can be
my left turn signal means everything but im trying to go right.

horse the band was awesome
if you didnt go you missed mike's nakedness.

last night kicked my ass.
economy inn promises good drunk times.
and tons of creepy people.
bobbie, megan, megann, alyson, chris, dusty, wes.
i love you all. some other random kids came
derek, lee and katie even managed to come by.
lee's new puppy is too cute.
i'll post pictures when i get them developed.
uhhh...if they develop them. :)

ps. ronnie thanks for the black eye/brow.

OMG

2004-09-11T23:47:41Z

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

i over slept.

HORSE THE MOTHER FUCKING BAND!

HEY

2004-09-10T14:53:39Z

k. the party is def on tonight!

its at the economy inn.
take 1-71 to bardstown road,
get off and turn left.
should be about 10 seconds from there.
on the the right.
you should be able to see the huge yellow sign
from the hwy.

you will probably see some people outside
if not, call somone
or look for my car.
i drive a white sable, dark tinted windows.
green day sticker on the back.

and its still
BYOB.

OHMYGOODNESS.

2004-09-10T05:19:42Z

i almost forgot i bought this.
BEST SHIRT EVER.

ps. pray for me tomorrow
7am = 3 hours of bloodwork.

i need you so much closer.

2004-09-10T04:54:57Z

orientation was decent. the first person i met there was a ridiculously scene boy name dominik. reminding me of lauren, with a name like that i thought him to be an asshole. but he was just shy; and we became instantly friends. thats nice. not even the first day and i already have a buddy. hair school is going to be fun. OH AND GET THIS. i can schedule off from school. anytime. and i get free everything in the salon.

i napped for a bit at ronnie's. then we went shopping. saw joel, aaron and kaite in the mall <3. ronnie&i treated ourselves to a godiva chocolate, and the boy inside was asking where we went to school and stuff, because he just moved here. his name was brent, and im going to go back and visit him. because he is nice and not to mention, hot. the new hot topic rulez. haha. but seriously, i got so much neat stuff.

new hair thingy.

another one.

neat book series called 'series of unfortanate events'.

new purssse.

new skull bag.

new shoes. i know i have like 4 pairs of these.

random ones.
I HAVE A TUBE TOP ON PERVS.

i feel like im loosing some of my closest friends. i really cant complain because right now everything is going so well. but i still find myself crying for some really dumb reason. whether is be a song, or just how pretty the sunset sets.

COME ONE COME ALL.

2004-09-08T03:22:20Z

WEDNESDAY, SEPT. 8TH.
[tomorrow]
MEET AT EAR XTACY
730PM.

WE'RE EATING AT THE JAZZ FACTORY.
MAKE SURE YOU WEAR DRESSY CLOTHING.

this one should be alot of fun.

!!!

2004-09-07T23:59:46Z

http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1094598273kns

take this quiz/

join.

2004-09-07T09:02:47Z

also.

dinnerxcore
for the weekly dinners.

today has ended not so bad.

2004-09-07T05:01:46Z

9-5-2004 - dan and ryan
Well,As it would seem...
Cory
Brent
and Adam
have all left kodan armada.
Ryan and I Will be continuing the band,we may or may not be getting other members,but either way,Kodan armada will continue.

Since we just found out,and the old members have already told everyone we are no longer a band,please spread the news along the triple dub to anyone who may care.

long live kodan armada
heart and soul,
dan and ryan
xo.

THE kodan armada is no more.

2004-09-06T21:27:29Z

i think my heart just broke.

[edit]
dear kodan armada;
one glorious night at the stink house
you changed two young girls lives.
love,
your biggest fucking fans ever.
kelly&lauren.
[/edit]

oh man

2004-09-06T07:21:11Z

ronnie just told me to get retarded
and now he is trying to get me to take shots of period blood
i mean, whiskey.

ughghhghhhhh
SMIRNNOFF.FOREVER,

badnews_liar @ 2004-09-05T04:31:00

2004-09-05T08:32:34Z

'fucking in the vag is so oldschool.'

ohyeah
ps. if you're going to talk shit about me.
back it up with a home address.

you're in control.

2004-09-05T05:41:54Z

this is me.

this is you.

how do you seriously live with yourself?

i hung out at lee's tonight and i honestly loved everyone that was there. lee, derek, bobbie, cody, jessie and richard.
speaking of richard, it really upsets me that we never hang out....at all. not even phone calls. im really not trying to make him feel guilty. AND ITS NOT JESSIE YOU FUCKERS, I SET THEM UP. it just really hurts my feelings how i spent like every single day with him for like a year, and now i get to see him with jessie&richard decide to stop by somewhere i happen to be.

im wearing my toothbrush bracelet right now.
i want to hang out with wes really soon. really badly.
i can actually sit down and talk to him and not have to watch what im saying. he doesnt get offended by much, he doesnt hold anything angainst me, and he doesnt take me for granted.

thank you.

i miss you, lauren.

2004-09-04T02:25:25Z

the other night was successful.
i love all my friends.
daniel and i stayed at jackies last night, and watch
passion of christ& school of rock.

bobbie and jessie are staying the night tonight.
but we're at richard for uhh, i dont really know.
i cut and dyed bob's hair and she looks so fucking scene.
i think we're going to watch the martha stewart movie later

welp. tonights choice of drink is;

help.

2004-09-02T19:02:02Z

i need a place to stay tonight.

jmoney just earned all my respect back.

2004-09-02T08:07:44Z

cmon conform: OH
cmon conform: MY
cmon conform: GOD
cmon conform: this edge shit is pissing me off like no other
xjacobx9: haha
xjacobx9: ONE LIFE, ONE CHANCE
xjacobx9: kelly you need to be edge...you know more about it, and what its really about then 3/4 of the kids who claim
cmon conform: :-( i like the booze too much
cmon conform: obviously people didnt know i was edge before
xjacobx9: yea
xjacobx9: i dont think many people did
cmon conform: i guess i kind of didnt show it much after i started drinking ;\
xjacobx9: yea
cmon conform: :-( its pissing me off so bad im going to fight someone

xjacobx9: im waiting for the day when i can call u XkellyX

ROFL!